Once a failure, NOT always a failure

Dear Bloggie,

F-A-I-L. How do u FEEL when you see this word? Sad? Disappointed? Discourage? Heart broken? Well, it's a normal reaction for everybody who meets failure in their life. In fact, failure is such a normal thing that it happens almost to everyone. But the good thing is it teaches us a lesson, so that we will not repeat it and will try to improve ourself.

Hmm.. why do you think I suddenly say like that leh? Hehe.. Actually.. I failed my road test today.. To say the truth, I really very sad when I knew I failed coz usually once you have passed the Bhgn. 2 (the hill, parking & 3-pointer), Bhgn. 3 (road) should be no problem already. It's a waste when you failed just because you were nervous and made silly mistakes.

I even cried at the driving test centre itself. Many people were laughing at me that time but being an extremely emotional and expressive person (not to forget my super thick face), I didn't care those glances at all. All I want to do that time was just to cry as much as I can. People might think I'm stupid for crying over such a small thing but to me, it's a BIG thing! Coz I've been putting a lot of effort in it. I mean how many people will actually wrote down notes everytime after a driving lesson and continuously practising non-stop for 3 hours straight? I don't mind even if I have to practice 5 hours (if got la) without any rest. But why.. after I've put so much effort, the return is this...? Well, this was what I thought at the beginning.. I felt down and have no confidence in myself...

However after having my beloved family and friends consoling me, I started to feel that I am in fact consider lucky to have passed the Bhgn. 2 or else I would have to retest for both again (instead of only one). Ya know... I was truly blessed for having so many people around me who always concern about me. ^^ After I got my test result, many friends cheered me up, my bro gave me a cute shoe keychain as a gift (yes, although I failed! >0<), my daddy accompany me eat "ais kacang" (he even asked the auntie to add more "gula" to make it sweeter although it's not really healthy for old people like him coz he know sweet things will make me happy >0<)
OMG! They are so.. so.. sooooooooooooooo sweeeeet! T.T (touched..)

I LOVE EVERYONE IN MY LIFE! ^O^

Their unconditional love and concern has trigger my spirit to try harder next time. I will definitely retest - even if I have to retest for 3rd, 4th and so on, I will still retest until I finally pass based on my own ability! Never give up! I know I can do it de! Just don't be nervous! Have faith in myself and I shall succeed!!! Go, Wen Ling. GO!!!!!! ^0^

Gambatte! ; )