Is this a Dream?

Dear Bloggie,

Yesterday... WHY??!! T.T The chance is in front of me but I didn't take it! Stupid me! Baka!! >_<

Perhaps it's not the right time yet.. it happened too fast.. I dunno whether I should accept or not.. I just don't want to repeat the same foolish mistake.. and with my current situation now.. It's hard...

I'm scared of what the future may hold...

It has been some time since my 2nd semester last year... never ever in my mind that things will become like this... I really dunno whether I should be happy or not.. Really...

Am confused.. What should I do?

I'm scared...

"Yesterday was just a dream. A perfect dream. I want to continue dreaming."

A Relieve

Dear Bloggie,

I was so worried! I worried something will happen! >_< Thank God nothing actually happened.. Sigh.. I'm glad...

Asleep..? Lol...

But you can't imagine how relieved I am.

Can't Focus!

Dear Bloggie.

Ahh.. I just can't stop thinking! HELP!!! I need to get rid of this - NOW!!! Please.. don't bug me anymore... T_T

Haiz.. can anyone tell me how to focus in my study?! There's another mid term this coming friday and next week...

Please stop thinking, Wen Ling... it will never happen.. so please come back to reality.......

But.. reality is always cruel...

Hope to just lock myself in the world of fantasy...

Helpless

Dear Bloggie,

Have you ever encounter this feeling? You really wanna help that person but other people helped that person first.. earlier than you do... just because you lack of certain knowledge or you cannot think that fast.. and you really dunno what else you can do to help that person.. you feel helpless.

The problem is - why do you feel like that? Isn't that you should be happy when there's other people helping that person? Whether you or other people help shouldn't matter as long as you know it can help that person.. But why do you still feel a sense of helplessness?


The author says, "Wakarimasen".

Should I be happy or not?

Dear Bloggie,

I thought I should be happy after hearing this but I'm not. Instead, I feel a sense of guilt and confused... Yes, I'm confused. Very CONFUSED right now!!! Why is it so...?

Ahh.. tired of thinking about it.. Better do my assignment first! >.<


"Stay strong & keep on smiling!"