A New Hair, A New Hope

Dear Bloggie,

You’ve seen my birthday pictures (below). Did you notice that I’ve changed my hair style and most importantly, my hair colour?! Well, actually I’ve dyed my hair (finally! >0<) and rebonded it about a month ago. My hair no longer a virgin anymore.. huhuhu.. T_T

I know I should have dyed my hair a looong time ago ever since I started to have grey hairs at a tender age of 11. But I can’t.. coz I cannot just simply give up by dyeing my hair straight away. Even if I really need to, it'll be the last resort that I will take. Perhaps there are other natural ways to cure my hair, I thought.

Even my parents forbade me to do so coz they fear that it might damage my brain after a frequent use of dye stuff (some more i'm still so young leh..). They even told me that I am unique becoz other people doesn't have what I have (that's a lame excuse right? I know.. they just wanna make me happy... =.=)

Anyway, I'm an optimistic person.. and I always am. So no matter how many people laugh at me or call me names due to my appearance during this 10 years duration, I can just easily wipe off my tears and said to myself that everything is gonna be fine. As a result, I manage to abstain myself from dyeing my hair for almost 10 years! Looking back, I actually feel quite proud of myself for being such a determined and strong person. ^^

During my high school, I have been consuming Chinese traditional herbs, specialized to heal my “illness”, or at least to retard the process of hair greying. I’ve consumed so many bottles of this Chinese medicine.. SO MANY that I have lost count of it… until one day, when I went to stock up the medicine as usual, the shopkeeper told me that it’ll be the last bottles that I could buy from him because the factory will never produce this product anymore since it is not profitable. My heart broke into pieces. This is my ONLY hope but it also crashed… just like that.

I've went to Yun Nam before for consultation, hoping to end this misery. Yes. This is indeed a perfect solution as their profesional natural hair care treatment will cure my hair - but then only I realise that this is only for rich people. According to them, it'll costs me about 10K after adding all the treatment costs and hair care products!!! OMG.. How am I supposed to find that big chunk of money? Rob the bank??!!! XO

After that, I never bothered my ugly hair anymore and just left it as it is. “My hope is gone, everything is gone. Why should I even care about it?”, I thought. Slowly, I became less confident on my appearance.. until one day... err.. actually I dunno when also. It just came to me like that. Anyway, until there was one time when only I started to realise that our youth only comes once in our life time. So if I don't start taking care of my appearance from now, when should I?! I love my youth and I'm sure everybody does too!

So, I finally decided to use the last resort - that is, dyeing my precious hair. And Ta Daaa!!! My before and after hair transformation... : )

Hey, I look several years younger! ; )

Although I must admit that I didn't really like this method of regaining my youthful look but... aih.. when there's no other choice left, you just have to be satisfy with this. >.<

Well.. looking good is no doubt, everyone's desire (including men). Even though I've did something that I know will damage my hair, but I know as long as I take good care of it from time to time, it will always be my beautiful crown...

At least it showers me with a new hope and confidence! ^^

This video describe my feelings after the transformation...

LOL... XD

But ya.. just like Silky Girl Cosmetics tagline, "Unleash Your Confidence"! ^0^

Hmm.. I think I kinda miss my grey hair now... oppsie! ; p