How can you predict? (Chapter 2)

Dear Bloggie,

I've spent the rest of my stay in Penang taking care of my sick grandma together with my mum (my bro went back KL coz he need to work while my dad went to repair our car). Throughout my days in the hospital taking care of my grandma, I've managed to get to know some patients who stay in the same ward as my grandma's (my grandma stayed in a 4 bedded room). They were very nice people. There was an auntie who slept opposite to my grandma's bed whom I often chatted with whenever we felt boring. And I remember there's a sweet smiling Poh Poh who slept just next to my grandma's bed. I love her smile. So sincere and kind. ^^ And I wonder if one day when i grow old, will I become a Poh Poh that all children like to be with? ^^

On the 15th of May (morning), we (dad, mum and me) decided to went back KL since my grandma seems to look slightly better already. Furthermore, my dad need to pay his roadtax on the 16th of May (which is the dateline for payment) so we must get back home by that day. However just as we going to head towards KL, a call came. My grandma was in a serious condition! So we "patah balik" and rushed back to the hospital. Now, my grandma needs an oxygen mask to help her breathing already. I felt sad for her...

As my dad need to pay his roadtax on time (he had some documents at home which were very important for roadtax payment), he need to rushed back KL to get it so that he could see my grandma for the last time, together with my bro who was still working in KL. He rushed back home by express bus at about 3 something in the evening and manage to come to Penang again together with my bro at 6 something the next morning to see my grandma. And yes. They didn't slept for more than 24 hours already. Anyway, I'm very thankful that both my dad and bro manage to see my grandma for the very last time. Indeed, God has answered my prayers.

After seeing my grandma, my dad went to settle his roadtax with all the documents he brought from KL while my bro went to my relative's house to get some sleep. All my other relatives have also gone home after seeing my grandma, leaving my mum, auntie and me in the hospital. Well, I guess things really are unpredictable like what I've mentioned before in Chapter 1. When you thought you are not the one, it finally turns out to be YOU... Don't understand? Continue reading...

At 10.40 a.m; on the 16th of May 2008, my grandma passed away peacefully and the last people she saw was my mum, auntie and ME. I've never ever thought that I'll be one of the last person she gonna see before she breathe her last breath. This was the first time I saw a person passed away in front of my very own eyes. It was very sad and sorrowful... T_T (at that moment.. I was thinking.. wouldn't it be great if everyone can live forever and never get old? so that nobody will ever grieve nor sad but just live happily together forever...)

However, I'm glad that this had finally end her sufferings. In fact, I was actually very amazed with my late grandma because being a 90 years old woman, her mind was still active and even able to recognise us, though it takes time. The only thing was that her body couldn't take it any longer so she decided to leave this wonderful place, called World...

We gonna miss you, MaMa... May you rest in peace...

R.I.P MaMa

To Be Continued...