Why "gagap"?

Dear Bloggie,

One can always know when I'm nervous. Usually when I'm nervous I will start saying things more than once.. like when saying "na ge" in Mandarin (meaning, that one) over and over again. In a more simple term, it is called as "gagap" in Malay (sorry, dunno what it's called in English. don't mind tell me?) Today it happened again... I was nervous and I've lost focus of what I'm going to say. Thus, ended up with the usual gagapness. It is pretty awkward when your speech becomes haywire. It's like you dunno what you are talking about - a total BLURNESS. It always happen to me.. especially when....... Haiz.. why like that neh..? >.<

Well, of course I will not tell the reason here! Hehe.. =p Actually I myself also not quiet sure why.. Besides this is just a bloggie, not a personal diary which I will share all my juicy tidbits in my daily life. So, sorry ya!

K la. I think I have to stop here. Ja ne! ; )